Sunday, 20 December 2009

The new me....

I haven't blog for months...but now I am back to blogging! but this time, I want to speak the truth.

I have been a single mother for 3 yrs now. I didn't date then, because I have decided to get over the pain of my last marriage before I could see someone else.m

As a mother, I have been a good role mother, a confidante to friends, I kept this good reputation as a mother and a wife, I can say, I am fully respected. Family, friends and colleagues look up to me.

I grew up in an Old fashioned way of living, I went to a Catholic School, overhall I am one of those sickly moralistic person who believes in God's power and follow everything that is written in the Bible.

But things changed! I am a complete person now. I get to know myself. I am fed up being the goody-goody for the past 30yrs of my life. I just discovered that being bad and naughty can be good sometimes.

I am not bitter in life, but I enjoy my life better now. I am a single mother with children, so most of the time, I have to pretend I am still this good, moralistic person. But I have my own needs, I am not the type of person who would sleep around and go for a one night stand. I only HAD 2 men in my life and not seeing anyobody right now, but I still enjoy the company of my "battery operated device" that keeps me happy when I am longing for that needs. I call it my "bestfriend" he's pink and rampant, and I love him, he gives me pleasure on my sleepless nights. :-) and he doesn't moan that he's tired whenever I need him. As long as I got my batteries charged all the time, I can say, he's reliable.

SO this is me now, you might not like what you're going to read here, but I want to be me! You can stop reading this, and don't follow me.

Life is short, let's enjoy it!!!

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